Dear Scott Letter #4

Dear Scotty,

I can’t believe that we’ve only known each other for 2 and a half years. It feels like we’ve known each other so much longer than that, but even in that short time we’ve got to know each other so well and we’re so close. I know that I can talk to you about anything and that you’ll support me through everything. I hope that by now you would know that I’m going to be by your side supporting you through everything and doing all I can to help you achieve everything you want to. I never want to stand in your way of you doing anything you want to do.

It’s true that when you stop looking for love it finds you, that’s exactly what happened when you found me. I stopped looking for a relationship because I just kept getting hurt – and then I met you and everything changed.

I can’t believe on Tuesday it’ll be our 20 month anniversary. It definitely feels like we’ve been together for so much longer than 20 months!

I’m so glad that I have you by my side and not anyone else because I know I can trust you and that you’ll always be there for me no matter what.

There are so many things that I love about you and our relationship I don’t even think I could begin to explain them all – there is just too many (but it was your smile that definitely first caught my eye). I know I am definitely the luckiest girl in the world to have you by my side.

New year this year is going to be so special spending it with you again, this year is going to be even more special than last year because it’s our first new year as an engaged couple! I’m so excited about it and that we can spend it together again –It’s going to be amazing – it really is.

I can’t wait till we can have cuddles again. I’m still really upset about my dream last night. I can’t believe it, it felt so real… I dreamt we were talking all cuddled up and then fell asleep – it was that real that when I woke up this morning I rolled over and reached out to cuddle up with you but obviously you weren’t there. It actually really upset me.

I love it how we can be so serious but we can have so much fun together too, like we can mess around and have play fights, but then we can have our cuddles in front of a dvd and our little chats about the future too. I wouldn’t change anything about us at all, because every single bit of our relationship is so special to me.

I love you so much darling xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Read more »

letter number two

Dear SJ heres my second letter im sorry i didnt write it yesturday i was too tired. I know you were really worried about yesturday but at least im okay now and im glad that we got over all the problems we had last night and have gone all happy again. Because you are alot more beautiful when your happy compared to when your in a bad mood :) xxxxxxxxxxx

I really cant wait for new year baby and i cant wait to hold you in my arms and to kiss you again you really are a truely special part of my lifeand I love you forever and always <3 <3 xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Love Scott

Read more »

Dear Scott Letter #3

To my gorgeous teddy bear,

I wish I could have a cuddle today… I couldn’t but you still made me smile even though I was in such a bad mood! – But there again you can always make me smile and make everything seem so much better. It’s one of the many reasons why  I want to marry you.

It’s been an up and down day today, I was so worried about you today I know how scared you must have been but you were so strong and I’m so proud of you for doing it on your own!

I have work tomorrow – I’d rather be spending the day talking to you! But I get paid so I’ll be able to finish my Christmas shopping on Monday after college coz I finish early and I’ll be able to get my ring back!!! I can’t wait to be able to actually wear it. I cant wait to get your presents all sorted and wrapped up, I love buying stuff for you.

I need to go to bed now while my medicine is actually working and sleep while I can,

Thank you for today, you’ve been amazing!

I love you xxxxxxxx

Read more »

my first letter

Dear SJ 
This is my first letter to you but i will definatly be writing you alot more.
You really are the most perfect fiance anyone could ask for :) your kind funny loving perfect caring and beautiful and i cant wait till our wedding day. xxxxxxxxxxxx
Our wedding planning is going really well mostly thanks to you but we do need another really conversation me thinks :) xxxxxxxx
and when im at yours we need to practise that dance so we have it perfect by our wedding :) xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

I love you
Scott

Read more »

Dear Scott Letter #2

My second letter for today, I thought I’d write it seeing as we haven’t been able to talk properly today and I’ll more than likely be in bed by the time you get back! – I’m tired at the moment, I blame it on this cold, but it is going.

It’s been a good and bad day, I got to speak to you on Skype first thing this morning which I didn’t expect to be able to do so that was really nice. I posted loads of new content on my online portfolio and turned my photos into products in our zazzle shop. But then things started to go downhill a bit, my cold got really bad and was making me feel really exhausted. I got an e-mail from my boss and I have definitely got the time off that you are staying and she has done my reference for the PGL job I have applied for, I just need my other two reference to get handed back and then I will find out if I’ve got any further with it and if they will or won’t offer me the job/ apprenticeship (but with me it’s more likely that they won’t because I usually get turned down with these things). We didn’t get to talk tonight, again, but it wasn’t your fault – hopefully we’ll get a proper conversation tomorrow. I’ve been feeling really down this evening, I don’t know why, everything has just really got to me. I need a cuddle and one of our talks.

I’m not looking forward to college tomorrow, especially ICT but I have managed to struggle my way through my Business essay… I don’t think I’ve got a decent grade on it though!

I’m so glad that we will definitely be spending new year together now! Work has confirmed my holiday so that we will have nearly a week together…. It won’t be long enough, it never is! I hate it when we have to say goodbye but when we see each other the first time after being apart for so long it’s amazing, when I first see you’re face and you pull me close to you it’s the best feeling in the world!

I’m so glad that we are engaged now, we’ve talked about it and talked about it but to finally actually be engaged is incredible! It’s so hard to explain how happy you make me and to know that the rest of my life will be with you is the best feeling I could ever have.

I walked down to our bridge today, it was weird going for that walk on my own but it felt good to be able to think back on all the memories we have and everything we have been through. It’ll be good to go down there again when you stay at new year we didn’t go on one of our walks when you were here for my 18th, so we definitely need to go on one at new year.

I also went down and took some photos of the church, some of them look pretty good but others came out a little bit blurry. I ended up coming home sooner than I wanted to because it was so cold.

There is so many things I want to write here but I don’t know how to say them.

I’ve put loads of stuff into our scrapbook, I’m making a page about your two nicknames (panda and teddy bear) and how you got them.

I hope your interview has gone well this evening, I know whatever the outcome you will have tried your best. – It’s the 1st December tomorrow which means you can start you advent calendar I got you (if you haven’t already eaten the chocolate out of it!) We should have a special advent calendar to countdown until we see each other.

I want to write more, well really I’d rather we were actually together right now, but it’s not long until we are, I just need to be patient (I just don’t want to be, I want you here right now!).

I love you, SJ xxxxxxxx

_{PS. Only 26 days until we’re together (27th December)}

Read more »

Dear Scott Letter #1

I haven’t written you a letter like this for quite a while, I remember writing them to you while you were in Nepal.

Well right now you are playing football, not really hard to guess and I’m about to go out and do some photography of the church down the road. My day has been quite productive I’ve added some more photos to my online portfolio blog and I have turned them into products in our zazzle shop. I’m really getting into all this photography stuff.

My time off at work has been approved so we will definitely be spending time together at new year! I’m really looking forward to it.

I spent ages today looking through all the pictures we’ve taken when we’ve spent time together – there are so many memories in each and every single one of them!

I love you,

SJ xxxxxxxx

Read more »

Love Letters

We’re going to start writing letters to each other through this blog.

I thought it would be nice to carry on the idea I had when Scott was in Nepal and I wrote him a letter virtually everyday. You can take a look at it here: http://dearscottwithlove.blogspot.com/

Scott will tag his letters ‘To Stacey’ and I’ll tag mine ‘To Scott’ and we’ll both tag them with ‘Love Letters’

So watch out for these appearing.

Read more »